If you had told me last November, before I stumbled upon Sibi at Pearls and Grace, that tonight I would be going to a meeting at my Pastor's home to meet with her about becoming a member I would have laughed. Me?, no way. It's not that I didn't believe in God it's just that I did not think he was on my side. I was at the end of my relationship with Mr. Ex, living alone at that point in a one bedroom apartment and just very sad. I was so alone and I came across her blog and nothing has been the same.
In January I started my blog and posted how I was scared to go to church, sit alone, be judged, etc. It took me a few months but I found a great one. I feel so warm and at home when I am there. I feel the Lord sitting with me in the pew. He now leaves with me and is by my side always. Last November I never would have thought that. I am so truly blessed that He opened my eyes and heart to Him. I never would have made it this Summer with out Him.
So, I'm off to a meeting tonight for part one and next Sunday is part two. I am so thankful for every comment I've received since January. You have been my support system. Tonight is a good night for all of us :)
Thought I would share a little something from my Church's program this morning. I don't know where it comes from, if anyone does please let me know.
Love to all
ASSURANCE OF FORGIVENESS:
There is no chasm that cannot be bridged, no mistake that cannot be forgive, no life that cannot be redeemed by the grace of God in Christ Jesus! Putting our confidence in the mercies of God, we know we are forgiven. The slate is wiped clean and we are given new life, Thanks be to You, O Lord, who makes all things new!